Just so I thought.
I've told myself these past few days that I needed to make a choice. And yes I did, a little bit I supposed . I made myself believe that it was no longer there. I said I'd give myself a few weeks and then I'll know where I truly stand. But I guess I'm weak enough because I failed. It's been a week that I've told myself, "Nah, I can no longer feel it." Well, that was quite a humongous statement 'coz it was still there all this time. Just hidden. Concealed deep down there.
I know this is going to be tough but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'll get out of this alive though I might get a lot of bruises. And I'm keeping my hopes up that whatever decision I end up with, it will bring me happiness for the rest of my life. No regrets. No turning back.
I have a lot of contemplating to do, so help me God. I need Your guidance to discern where I truly stand.
Just so I thought.
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